” i could use a hero right now. and you could use someone to save, someone like me....”
Let me start out by saying my dad said something to me the other day. It was one of the best things I have heard in a long time. He said, “Emotions screw up everything that’s logical.” Um Hello. Isn’t that the epitome of truth. You can definitely relate that to so many of life’s ever so diverse situations. I wanted to share that with you because, well, I don’t really know why. As much as it is vague, it is clear.
So, I finally got my internet and my cable installed in my apartment. And I got a bed, and a fridge. It’s coming along. So when I finally get cable, there is nothing on! Haha. But at least I got it in time for all the new shows to start. If you only knew how obsessed with tv I am.. it’s quite sick actually. And a bed??!! I don’t think you realize that this is the first time since June that I’ve slept on a full sized bed for more than a week. Going from my bed in the little room, to hotel rooms, to sleeping on Lindsay’s couch, to sleeping on the floor. Ahh wonderfulness.
If I could change one thing about ME, what would it be? I wouldn’t be so stubborn; I would change the way I deal with problems in my life. I’m passive. I hate confrontation. I am that girl. If you give me a moment to step outside, regroup and calm down, I will be okay. I need space when I’m upset or I get freaked out. I think that is why I tend to walk away from problems and sometimes forget to return and fix them. At times, certain issues seems to be ‘more trouble than they are worth.’ I believe that can be true at times, but it’s good to talk about problems or they all build up and you go a little nutty; oh, you know exactly what I’m talking about don’t you?
”It's a lie. It's a bunch of sad strangers photographed beautifully, and... all the glittering assholes who appreciate art say it's beautiful 'cause that's what they wanna see. But the people in the photos are sad, and alone... But the pictures make the world seem beautiful, so... the exhibition is reassuring which makes it a lie, and everyone loves a big fat lie.”
So, New Years is approaching quickly. What is everyone doing? Or more important, what should I do? Just Kidding… or aaaam i?! I really am not sure what I will be doing to celebrate, probably nothing special, as usual. New Years is overrated in my opinion. It is just another day. Lame.com I actually want to get away. I wanted to go on a trip with my dad, but I don’t see that happening anymore. He is rather busy as of late. Therefore I will go somewhere by myself. Buuuut I need to decide where. I don’t care, I just want to peace out of here for a while.Speaking of holidays, I am more than ready for Christmas to be over. Not feeling it. I tried, I failed. End it already.
For those of you wondering, I got a new phone!! Yay! My sidekick 3 officially broke and so now I have a sidekick LX. Lololove it.!! A million times better than all three of my past sidekicks. I’m addicted what can I say. They are for losers like me that don’t like to talk on the phone. Well, this entry is short, not much to say really.
”Do not think that love, in order to be genuine, has to be extraordinary. What we need is to love without getting tired.”
everyone have a great Christmas!!!!!//Holiday season//whatever you celebrate.
♥ da daa dani.com
Band of the day: A.C. Newman ♥
Question of the day: If you had a theme song (as in this song plays whenever you enter a room, when you walk down the street exc) what would it be?